tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-195857072024-03-14T12:49:13.696+05:30Think, and let think...Of the many things that happen around in our world every day, there are just a few that affect us. This blog is my approach towards inking those moments that, for whatever reason, have not gone unnoticed... And yes, the search continues...Sharadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18208179984869008220noreply@blogger.comBlogger160125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19585707.post-33959949299786292872014-02-03T17:02:00.000+05:302014-02-03T17:02:06.824+05:30The loaded dice...<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Maybe the time has come. To roll it on the table. Finally. How long could I hold it off anyways. It was loaded to start with, and that kept changing my center of gravity as I walked around clumsily. Every step moving it around, changing the entropy (and changing a few other equations as well), and not letting my mind also rest, as if the weight of the dice was also sending out strange signals to my brain as well.<br />
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The road to start anything new, well, doesn't actually exist (if it did, then that would mean someone had walked down that path earlier). And so each road is uniquely unpaved, laced with random stones and multiple pathways to choose from. Like the path of the dice. Doesn't matter how many turns it takes, or how many times it bounces off the table, or whether it lands under your nose or on the far side of the table. What matters is the number that comes up. Though of course, the randomness significantly changes depending on how loaded the dice is.<br />
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You can choose whether to walk on that path or not. But if you were born with the dice, what do you do? Can't ignore it. Can't sleep over it. Can't even sleep through it. Can't run with it. Can't run from it.<br />
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The best alternative is then the only remaining one. Roll it. And follow the number. It will lead you somewhere. Or at least till the point where it is time to roll it again. Until you start enjoying it. Waiting for the numbers, waiting for the next turn.<br />
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Sharadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18208179984869008220noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19585707.post-45547276641334676702014-01-10T11:59:00.000+05:302014-01-10T11:59:10.520+05:30Innocent questions to God<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Some of you who have been told about karma and it’s effects might wonder on “certain” days about what’s going on in your life and prepare a litany which could sound like this—</div>
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"Today I helped an old woman cross the street.<br />
Today I didn’t speak a single lie..<br />
Today I donated to a charity<br />
Today I helped a child with her homework<br />
Today I actually thought about You for 15 minutes…</div>
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So, Dear God, now that I have done all this (and I am sure my neighbor hasn’t done anything of this kind) where’s my million dollar lottery?? Why did my neighbor get a shiny new ipad from the biscuit company that had run a stupid contest, and I didn’t get even free biscuits? Where is justice on this planet?</div>
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Ok, so I will do all these things tomorrow as well if You insist, but please by tomorrow evening I want my million dollar lottery (alright, I am a man of simple needs, so even half a million would do)."</div>
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Sounds fair?</div>
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After all, that is how most of us maintain our relationship with God anyways. The God of all things. Large or small. The biggest barter exchange of them all. I scratch someone's back, and You please definitely scratch mine. A very logical Santa Claus. Our theory of Expectations runs wild when it comes to God. The extension of our normal life into that domain somehow happens effortlessly. </div>
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Until the obvious heartbreak. The crooks keep getting richer and you, of the pious kind, keep struggling with your EMIs; your famous celebrities keep changing partners every 15 days and you keep crawling through your 15 year old marriage, and the most annoying of all -- your neighbor (or close relative) of course. The guy you thought (or wanted) to end up in a ditch, ends up with his ass smoothly placed inside a BMW. Holy Cow.</div>
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And then that divine relationship starts turning sour. Though it doesn't have to be like that. If we stop treating the Karma machine as an ATM. You don't put your card into it and expect money to start rolling out in a few seconds. This one's more like a seed. You just have to give it time. Minus the expectations. Now that's the tougher part, though that's the only thing that works. Or you are sure to end up having some such weird conversations with God on a pretty regular basis. </div>
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Sharadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18208179984869008220noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19585707.post-12089728803726760992013-03-16T19:58:00.001+05:302013-03-16T19:58:18.077+05:30The beaker, the dots, and other things...<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Just trying to clear my head with a little bit of writing.
These words are like random spouts of water that cleans up clogged drains. A
spurt here, a spurt there, and then the drain is all set to take up the dirt
again. That’s how my mind has become. Clogged. Cluttered. Full of junk. Like
the residue at the end of a science experiment. The one left behind in the
beaker. The one they ask you to analyze a little bit, and then throw away. Only
in my case, the baby and the bath water have got mixed up somewhere. The
beakers look all the same. Don’t know what to throw, what to keep, what to
write about, what to crib about. Don’t even know if the experiment went as
planned. All I saw was some smoke and some changes of colors. Maybe that was
the purpose of this. But what if it was not?</div>
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How long will I stare at the blank pages, waiting for
answers to form? Waiting for some miracle, for the ship to touch the shore. For
the dust to settle. For the fog to clear. For the beaker to reveal itself?</div>
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They say a part of us dies when we tell a lie. Some part. I
don’t know which. More importantly, what happens to the parts that are left
behind? Do they remain the same? Or are they tainted too? And if all our lives
every day we have been lying to ourselves and to the world around us, then what
exactly are we carrying forward every day? Which remnant it is that is
sustaining us? Or again, have we blurred the lines so much that we cannot
distinguish between what’s gone and what’s left behind? We held on to
something. Too late to find out if we were clutching at the wrong straws?</div>
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The time had come, to talk of many things. Of cabbages and
kings, and whether pigs have wings. Maybe that’s the problem. That the world seen through the looking glass seems more comforting and realistic than what goes on around
us. Out of the two sides of the rabbit hole, which one are we really living in?
Which of these is actually the make-believe world? The beaker with the dark
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But what if there were only no rabbit hole. What if there
were not two of anything? There was no dust, no
fog, no nothing. And no experiment either. Just a beaker waiting to be
observed. Nothing more, nothing less. Maybe there was no need to burn all those
fires and try and connect the dots. We assumed that there were multiple dots. </div>
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Sharadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18208179984869008220noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19585707.post-81895014432327019102012-07-16T01:06:00.001+05:302012-08-31T22:05:01.006+05:30Redemption through Shawshank<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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I can watch this movie a million times (though so far, it’s perhaps been only 19 times), and still end up staring at the screen as the credits roll, wondering about the characters, their lives, and the amazing lessons one can learn from it. It’s no surprise that the movie has stayed at No. 1 on <a href="http://www.imdb.com/chart/top">IMDB Top 250</a> for as long as I have been looking at that list.</div>
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Perseverance, Intelligence, Patience and Faith. All the qualities that are required in any human being to win and succeed can be distilled into these four major ones. Every other trait is a ramification (or a combination) of these. And that’s exactly where “The Shawshank Redemption” hits all the nails right on their heads. All four qualities are amply demonstrated throughout the movie by both the protagonist and the deuteragonist, leading to some amazing, unforgettable dialogues ever written and spoken on the silver screen (“They send you here for life, that’s exactly what they take. The part that counts anyways..”) </div>
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And while the numerous Oscar awards already confirm the brilliance of this masterpiece from a technical perspective (Best Cinematography, Best Music, Best Film, Best Actor, Best Editing), the greatest victory for the movie lies in its ability to actually change the mindset of the viewer until he/she is actually pulled into it and the final freedom of Andy leads to a sense of well-deserved redemption and freedom, goals which most of us keep seeking during the course of our lives.</div>
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When Red sets out on his final journey, every lump in my throat prays to have more of such movies created; ones that you can watch until you gladly lose count; ones that you would willingly give 11 stars out of 10, every single time; ones which make you wish you had more hours in the night...<br />
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And so, I can’t wait to watch it the twentieth time. 'Cuz after all, “hope is a good thing, perhaps the best of things, and no good thing never dies…"</div>
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Sharadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18208179984869008220noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19585707.post-79089754293064839202011-09-14T00:40:00.004+05:302011-09-14T00:40:48.453+05:30A weight off my chest...<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
It could be a catharsis of sorts, though playing out on an unlikely stage (well, it's actually just a bench).<br />
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When I walk into the gym (and I must admit, the frequency is dropping to unhealthy levels), I am all weary and bleary. Though by the time I have warmed up, the battery levels seem to be inching up from the red zone.<br />
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But what really does the trick is the act of pushing (literally) all that weight off my chest. Every rep is like a transferred epithet, as if the day's heavy events have somehow moved away from me, and piled themselves alongside the weights on the bar, while I exhale with all that I've got; the exercise exorcising the day's evil spirits out, to be consumed by the thick, sweaty air.<br />
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The end of every set is a step towards resurrection. The phoenix slowly pushing against the debris and coming up for oxygen. The pause between sets forces me to hear my heartbeats, and of course, the mirrored walls definitely lead to some close encounters with the self.<br />
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Gym is a great equalizer. You could be anybody outside that door, but inside, you are just another mortal who is huffing, puffing, gasping and grunting like the rest of them all. No matter what your bank balance is, somebody will walk in and add a weight to the bar you left behind, and suddenly make you realize that you've been over-rating yourself, and that there's still a lot of work to be done. A lot.<br />
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Finally, at the end of the hour, the catharsis is complete. The hot shower awaits, and yes, it's been a great wonderful day, and tomorrow will definitely be better...</div>
Sharadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18208179984869008220noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19585707.post-32674284150036104012011-06-24T21:16:00.001+05:302011-06-24T21:16:05.553+05:30N9–What were they thinking<p align="justify"> </p> <p align="justify">When I came to know of the launch of Nokia N9, my first reaction was - What????, and followed by a slow, sigh-flavored Why?? </p> <p align="justify">Imagine you are on a stage delivering a speech, and your pants suddenly come undone, revealing your red polka-dotted underwear, you have two choices - you can either gently apologize and excuse yourself, and announce to the audience that you will be back shortly with a new pair; or you can attempt some form of humor about falling pants and polka dots and such...</p> <p align="justify">It is obvious that the latter choice doesn't count as "saving grace". It counts towards "making matters worse". Sometimes its wiser to not do anything and just wait it out till you get a chance to wear a brand new pair of pants again.</p> <p align="justify">It's surprising that Elop and team are not able to fathom that stop-gap arrangements are just that - stop-gap. No matter how elaborate and wonderful the arrangement -- the N9 has a new design, no buttons, NFC, a new OS (the first and last phone on MeeGo), 1 GHz processor -- but all smartphone fans out there are today more aware of their AMOLEDs and qHDs than ever before, and can therefore be quite ruthless in shunning a phone that they know has no future. </p> <p align="justify">It would perhaps have been more sane to just announce to the world that Nokia will not launch any phones till Fall of this year, when it finally comes out with WP7. All great companies have to reinvent themselves once in a while. Even a complete reset perhaps if the market so demands. But if done with some forethought and clear thinking, the market can actually respect a company that announces significantly reduced sales for two quarters, followed by revised revenue guidance for the next few quarters. Much better perhaps than to invest resources in creating a new phone that won't sell much.</p> <p align="justify">They believe they are stoking a fire. What they have ignored is that there's a difference between the fire burning down your house, and the fire slowly burning in your hearth. The actions taken now will determine whether the house remains or not.</p> <p align="justify">Wait for your new pair of pants, Nokia. It's worth it. We have sworn by your phones, and I am sure it's not very difficult to regain lost ground against those iphones and gingerbreads if you can get your act together again - in time. </p> <p align="justify">Or this Fall, could be your final fall.</p> Sharadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18208179984869008220noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19585707.post-13504566730370684742011-02-11T18:24:00.001+05:302011-02-11T18:24:58.138+05:30Twelve<p> </p> <p>Just read about a 12 year old suicide bomber killing 31 soldiers in Pakistan. I don’t know what is more heart-wrenching – That 31 soldiers died? Or that we now have really young children being used as suicide bombers? </p> <p> </p> <p>And what is more criminal – To kill soldiers? Or to brainwash a twelve year old into throwing his lunch box and books out of his bag, and instead stuffing it with explosives? What level of an animal is required who could even think of finishing off a young life for the sake of an imaginary war?</p> <p> </p> <p>Though I can never, ever fathom (and I hope I never do) what would actually be running in the mind of that young boy as he moved ahead to carry out the task, nevertheless here’s an attempt at what those thoughts might have looked like --</p> <p> </p> <p>This load I carry,</p> <p>Am I too young to comprehend?</p> <p>And too shy to ask my crying mother,</p> <p>Is there any way I can make amend?</p> <p> </p> <p>Will God ease the pain, </p> <p>As I blow myself to pieces?</p> <p>And which parts of me, will they finally find,</p> <p>When they start to count, the missing bodies?</p> <p> </p> <p>Will my brother believe,</p> <p>That I have actually left him alone?</p> <p>Won’t he be waiting at the ice-cream shop</p> <p>Buying for me, a fresh chocolate cone?</p> <p> </p> <p>School is off, so they said, </p> <p>I have learnt enough for this lifetime </p> <p>How and when, to press the trigger</p> <p>My last lesson, before the finish line?</p> <p> </p> <p>My mother packed, my lunch for me </p> <p>But they said that food, won’t be needed anymore</p> <p>The other side of life, is a very different land,</p> <p>The pearly gates? Or the bloodied door?</p> <p> </p> <p>Will there be redemption </p> <p>For my sin of being born in this place?</p> <p>And won’t there be condemnation</p> <p>For those who want to win, this deathly race?</p> <p> </p> <p>And to my father, I still will ask, </p> <p>This very last question </p> <p>Though twelve years, isn't a very long time, </p> <p>But wish you could tell me, was I a worthy son?</p> Sharadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18208179984869008220noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19585707.post-64962720067576527802010-12-24T23:32:00.002+05:302010-12-24T23:52:51.135+05:30There is hope...<p>...For humanity it seems. </p><p>Came across this incident while driving back from work today, and it really put a smile on my face throughout the journey. Here's what happened - </p><p>As I carefully turned my car onto CST Road (Mumbai), my colleague and I saw a man running on the street, as if being chased by someone. Until we realized that he was the one engaged in the chasing activity -- trying to catch the BEST bus so that he wouldn't have to wait for 20 minutes to catch the next one (those somewhat familiar with life in Mumbai, will probably empathize). But of course, the bus was a lot faster and he missed it. </p><p>And that's where came in our good samaritan. He was riding a bike, and he had probably seen this man's struggle for quite a distance. As soon as he realized that the bus had departed for the next stop, he drove next to this man and asked him to hop on, and after that he took upon himself to ensure that he reaches the next bus stop before the bus itself (which, those somewhat familiar with life in India, will realize is fairly easy). </p><p>I was following the biker, partly out of compulsion (read traffic), and partly out of curiosity. Once the biker reached the next bus stop, I saw that he actually stopped for a while, as the bus rolled in, and our man safely jumped aboard. I took the extreme liberty (and dangerous, given the dynamic traffic conditions in Mumbai) of actually concentrating at the expressions of "Thank you" and "You're welcome" being exchanged as both these gentlemen moved on in their respective vehicles.</p><p>"There is hope", I mentioned to my colleague, and we both smiled and thanked God that all is still not lost. ARK (Acts of Random Kindness) still exist, even in a world infested with parasites such as kalmadi, radia, raja, and others who can be summed up as "a group of anonymous, Latin American meat-packing glitterati" (from Fletcher Memorial Home, Roger Waters).</p><p>If a stranger on a bike can make someone's evening, what stops the rest of the world from being nice to at least the people that they know, are related to, and supposedly love?</p>Sharadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18208179984869008220noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19585707.post-2238961325901666182010-11-21T23:18:00.001+05:302010-11-21T23:18:22.496+05:30Disconnected…<p>It is said that you realize the importance of something only when it is taken away from you. I had never thought that I would say the same thing about the internet some day. </p> <p>It’s 23:15 as I write this, and since 19:00 hrs approx. my home internet connection was not working. Now I am not really a chat or email freak, and I really don’t keep hitting refresh on Facebook just to see what everyone in the world is up to; but just the inability to go online IF I wanted to, was enough to make me uncomfortable in the last four odd hours. </p> <p>Not a good sign. Though certainly not as bad as complete reliance upon the facilities that internet provides, but enough to give that feeling of missing something vital, like a phone signal. There were no important mails of course (it is Sunday afterall), no long-lost friends who were waiting desperately on the other side of the chat servers, no girlfriends on the edge of breaking-up at the slightest hint of non-sincerity, and no breaking news that would become obsolete in four hours, but still the effects of that funny feeling lingered on. </p> <p>And then the huge sigh of relief when the status on my laptop showed “Connected”. As if I were a drug-addict, and somebody had just handed me the much-needed whiff. But one thing I am sure of. I am not alone in having these addicted kind of feelings. The world is a much smaller place today, and being disconnected from it for even such a short span is not an idea that today’s generation is used to. And the situation is only going to get much much aggravated with really high speed internet coming up on all phones all over the world. </p> <p>I wonder if someone would survive for even four minutes being “offline” when that happens. But right now, let me go online and publish this….</p> Sharadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18208179984869008220noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19585707.post-46317815513819723212010-09-29T10:45:00.001+05:302010-09-29T10:45:57.817+05:30Our Father, Who Art Where?<p align="justify">We have been searching for God for quite sometime now. Some in temples, some in mosques, some in churches, each in their own chosen place of worship. And somewhere during this search, we forgot what we were actually looking for. We got confused between the object of worship, vs. the symbol of worship. Between our faith, and the entities representing the faith. Ironically, religion started drifting farther and farther away from God. </p> <p align="justify">And this is when the politicians came in. They knew our confusion, our weakness, our ignorance. And they played us. Against each other. Each with their own agendas. Each eager to cook their broth on our funeral pyres. The more we burn, the more they gain. And as for God, He was as usual relegated to being nothing more than an archaeological entity.</p> <p align="justify">And this is what surprises me. The fact that we still find it hard to wake up from this hypnosis. That if after all these years, we have actually not been able to find God in temples and mosques and churches and so on, then maybe, just MAYBE, we are looking in the wrong places? And that if we continue to look in these artificial representations of faith, then that’s exactly what we will get back in return – artificial Gods, inciting us to an artificial faith, inviting us to an artificial belief-system, fucking with our minds, and in the process, fucking with our entire entity. And we allow this to happen, maybe because we enjoy it.</p> <p align="justify">Can we actually stop the charade, and for once, look beyond brick and mortar for the final answer? And show ourselves that we are more than mere puppets in the system? And convince ourselves that we can think beyond the cleverly crafted definitions of religion?</p> Sharadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18208179984869008220noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19585707.post-59036843188996226582010-09-03T00:41:00.001+05:302010-09-03T00:41:09.467+05:30Roadkill<p align="justify">I read about it this morning -</p> <p align="justify">“A drunk 30-year old hits (and kills) one on Marine Drive”. And I thought, not again… </p> <p align="justify">Actually, he killed more than one. The aunt of the unfortunate deceased also mortally succumbed to the shock of the news. The father of the culprit probably can’t believe this is the kind of son he had raised. Though of course he will throw a minor percentage of his net worth and get his son out in no time. The incident will be relegated to the pages of scrap newspaper, and we, who have no choice, will move on.</p> <p align="justify">But I am equally sorry for someone else. She is quite young, and is therefore blissfully unaware that she is actually the cause of all this. The 2 month old daughter of the drunken monkey. They were celebrating her birth when everybody got high, and our man got so high, he ended up believing he was flying a Cessna along the muddy coastline.</p> <p align="justify">They will keep this news from her for as long as they can. They will hide it behind wads of cash, cover it up with Barbie-themed lies which will fill up her room till the cows come home. You know, money does cover up a lot of scars and shortcomings. But someday somebody will tell her. That her birth led to a few families being ruined, apparently because her stupid-ass father couldn’t hold his joy. Love can kill, really.</p> <p align="justify">And from then on, in spite of her silver-spooned life, every time she blows those birthday candles out, there will be a tinge of sorrow as she remembers the lights that went out that night (assuming her IQ is somewhat higher than Barbie’s). She wouldn’t know whether to thank her father for that year’s huge birthday gift, or search for some shade of remorse in his eyes. Maybe her best gift would be if daddy dear quits drinking. Or at least quits flying after drinking. </p> <p align="justify">We know that this won’t bring anybody back to life. Nothing does. But at least a faint satisfaction that for some time to come, this family’s celebrations won’t lead to a few funerals the next day. Until of course, she grows up and her doting father gifts her a Merc, a pink cellphone and a bottle of p.i.n.k vodka. History will probably repeat itself then. But until then, have a safe night…</p> Sharadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18208179984869008220noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19585707.post-48066957964125210212010-09-02T13:46:00.001+05:302010-09-02T13:46:38.340+05:30All in good time…<p>You might find the reasons,</p> <p>Why God was placing dice</p> <p>Or who you thought were real friends,</p> <p>Were just brilliant actors at playing nice</p> <p> </p> <p>You might run into that old friend again,</p> <p>On the other side of a man-made line</p> <p>You might find that love was actually never lost,</p> <p>But all, in good time</p> <p> </p> <p>You might reach, the moon someday</p> <p>Or perhaps realize, that it’s too far away</p> <p>Whatever path, you end up taking</p> <p>You will travel, to the same cross one day</p> <p> </p> <p>You might hit, the very same blocks</p> <p>Even with enough bread, women or wine</p> <p>And you might be pleased, to see the light</p> <p>But all, in good time</p> <p> </p> <p>You might double, your salary overnight</p> <p>And haughtily surpass, even your best friends</p> <p>Until you find, you will have to leave it behind</p> <p>That one fine day, your time ends</p> <p> </p> <p>You might win, more than you lose</p> <p>And one warm summer, you will probably shine</p> <p>And you will live, to cherish and savour,</p> <p>This all, in good time</p> <p> </p> <p>The fair of life, may appear unfair</p> <p>Until the tides appear to turn</p> <p>And the reality of dreams can be seen,</p> <p>When the veil begins to burn</p> <p> </p> <p>So far, so good, and thus it goes</p> <p>Between the start and finishing line</p> <p>Crests and troughs, you touch each of them,</p> <p>Though all, only in good time</p> Sharadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18208179984869008220noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19585707.post-90659960131635298182010-08-08T16:50:00.001+05:302010-08-08T16:50:44.625+05:30Another good idea<p>“Making more money” is probably right at the top in the popularity charts for pretty much everyone on this planet. And there are perhaps as many schemes to make more money as there are people on this planet. Though it’s obvious that out of the six billion odd such schemes, only a few seem to work most of the time.</p> <p>The world of stock markets is one of those “get rich quickly” worlds. Though of course, what takes you up quickly, also has the potential of pulling you down equally quickly as well. And this is where the concept of stock tips come in. A concept on which the entire community of stock analysts thrives and earns a rather sumptuous livelihood. </p> <p>Traditionally the interaction between consumers and analysts has been more of a one-way, compartmentalized communication. With a consumer having to select a particular wealth advisory and management firm, and that firm then deciding which relationship and wealth managers to be assigned to this customer. While this methodology has its own advantages, a “stock tips broker” kind of online website makes a lot of sense to give this analyst/consumer interaction a new feel. </p> <p>One such online website is Hi On Stocks @ <a title="http://hionstocks.com/w/home.aspx" href="http://hionstocks.com/w/home.aspx">http://hionstocks.com/w/home.aspx</a>. This provides a good platform to the freelance as well as professional analysts to earn money by offering their services of providing stock tips, and consumers obviously stand to gain money if those tips work out for them. To understand simply, it’s a kind of magicbricks.com or makaan.com, except that in this case the buyers and sellers are not dealing in properties, but in stock market tips.</p> <p>Quite an interesting concept actually, as consumers are not bound to any specific wealth management firm and instead can pick and choose from amongst all those analysts who wish to provide their recommendations. And at the same time, analysts make money everytime their recommendations deliver the goods.</p> <p>Definitely worth it.</p> Sharadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18208179984869008220noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19585707.post-4544993141707287942010-06-18T21:06:00.001+05:302010-06-18T21:06:01.981+05:30The controller-free world – Part II<p>Here’s a very different view-point on the topic that I was referring to earlier. </p> <p>I am absolutely sure that we will certainly achieve the most efficient and perfect communication methodology between humans and machines (it’s not a question of if, it’s a question of when). But meanwhile, what about the communication challenges between humans themselves? </p> <p>With machines we will have wonderful relationships, but when will we achieve the same with our fellow humans? </p> <p>With phones we will have all kinds of touch facilities, but when will that most important “human touch” become a part of our basic mentality?</p> <p>With all kinds of machines we will break every possible barrier in the way of our smooth communication, but when will we break our needless, artificial barriers of race, ethnicity, social stature, color, creed, and all the other bullshit that we have surrounded ourselves with?</p> <p>In this world where everybody tends to become a “control-freak” (your boss, your spouse, your landlord, your neighbor, your political representative, your train co-passenger, and so on…), when will we actually achieve the “controller-free” nirvana? </p> Sharadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18208179984869008220noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19585707.post-12793006389307742992010-06-18T21:01:00.001+05:302010-06-18T21:01:46.763+05:30The controller-free world – Part I<p>I believe the concept started with touch-screens. As a replacement of the traditional mouse kind of pointer. So in your smart-phones you could start using your fingers to achieve the same results as what was earlier achieved by moving various keys on the keypad to select the right application.</p> <p>The same concept was carried forward, albeit in a different way, into the world of console games, with the Wii providing strap-on controllers to give a realistic feel to your tennis and boxing games on the console. There was something tied to your hands, but yes, it was different from the traditional game controllers with 10+ keys and your thumbs getting sore after delivering huge blows in Dead or Alive.</p> <p>In the world of touch, there was more evolution, with the latest entrant being something called “multi-touch”. The first idea in that line was “Surface” which featured a Minority Report kind of interface, as users could literally play with all that they could see on the screen. You could simulate an entire blackjack game with those flicks of hands that you would usually see as a trademark of a dealer in Vegas. </p> <p>And then the iPhone entered the world, and it completely did away with the concept of any pointing device on phones, giving full usability only via fingers, no stylus and no pointers.</p> <p>They took the multi-touch concept further ahead straight into iPad which actually looks just like a bigger phone without the phone call facility, though of course you can see pictures and movies and books on an almost laptop-sized screen, and again, have no place for any kind of pointers or pointing-devices.</p> <p>Meanwhile, back in the gaming world came another major leap as Kinect was announced, promising the gamers no strap-ons, no keys, and no need to exercise your thumb muscles as you pound away your opponents. Instead, you exercise the same muscles which you would otherwise do if you were in a real boxing match. The concept being that of “gestures”, almost analogous to the multi-touch concept, except that there is obviously no touch involved.</p> <p>In between we of course had various other attempts at “non-intrusive” technologies such as voice dialing or voice commands, but till date they haven’t met with much success due to severe differences in accents and pronunciations across the world.</p> <p>Though I believe that in that combination (voice + gestures) is where the future lies, in terms of dissolving any remaining differences between the human-machine interfaces. The rationale is very simple actually – If what we are trying is to simulate as near a human kind of experience then the obvious choice is voice+gestures, because that is exactly how humans interact with each other. We talk and we simultaneously move our hands and head etc. (the whole science of body language) as we try to “communicate” and it is this final code of communication that all the technological powers in this world are trying to crack.</p> <p>Let’s wait, and watch the death of the controllers…</p> Sharadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18208179984869008220noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19585707.post-52978857412325356342010-06-09T22:04:00.001+05:302010-06-09T22:13:13.654+05:30If we said No to Drugs…<p> </p> <p>A strange thought crossed my mind as my conversing with one of my friends this afternoon. We were talking about the necessity of surgery etc. in certain cases and it struck me that if a doctor can actually cure a patient by also suggesting alternative therapy such as exercise and meditation, then that doctor stands to lose a lot of revenue which he/she might have otherwise obtained had the patient been forced to undergo the complicated (and obviously expensive) surgery. </p> <p>Now I obviously have nothing against doctors. They are doing a good job no doubt. But this trail of thought makes me wonder that all the things that they do with money (buying food, clothes, Merc S-class, second homes in Alibagh etc.) are actually a result of somebody being in pain or distress. What if there were no diseases at all? No injuries, no lifestyle symptoms, no cancer, no tumours, no infections, no allergies, nothing at all? The only reason why people would come to hospitals would probably be for child-birth and nothing else. </p> <p>It is way too far-fetched, I agree. But for a moment, hypothetically of course, what if it would really happen one day?</p> <p>What would be the economic impact of this utopian human condition?</p> <p>- No medical colleges (and their obscene donations), no more struggles for those coveted degrees from Harvard Med and other Ivy League institutions, no research papers on obscure infections of obscure body parts, no symposiums and no seminars in huge hotel ballrooms.</p> <p>- No Pharmaceutical companies, no Big Pharma and their autocratic misdeeds in the underdeveloped nations, no clash for marketing rights of generics, no patent laws, no million dollar legal fees, no billion dollar blockbusters, no billion dollar investments in NCEs, no clinical trials, no contract manufacturing, no medical representatives, no pharmaceutical supply chains, and the various software packages to manage them.</p> <p>- No hospital chains, no major healthcare facilities, no pathology labs, no ultrasound, no MRI, no X-ray, no blood tests</p> <p>- And of course, no Rx, no OTC, no syringes, and no drugs.</p> <p> </p> <p>Unbelievable? The thought itself is so unlike anything you would have ever surmised. I guess saying no to drugs ain’t so easy after all…</p> Sharadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18208179984869008220noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19585707.post-87595846526525307312010-04-21T23:47:00.001+05:302010-04-21T23:50:10.436+05:30No mafia<p align="justify">I don’t play Mafia wars. Not anymore. I couldn’t play Farmville. Or Fishville, or Vampires, or any of those Zynga games that are now hobbies of so many people on Facebook. I have nothing against them actually. It’s just that after a while all of them are pretty repetitive and predictable. And the bigger reason – I am not one of those FFs (Facebook freaks) who always have to stay online just so that they can catch every single status update (A remote acquaintance just changed from blue to red underwear – and of course, the whole world needs to know about it). </p> <p align="justify">For these super-frequent flyers, these games are necessary. A must-have time-pass while you eagerly wait for something to happen (your friend needs at least a few seconds to change the underwear, right?). It’s now the lifeline of so many. They wouldn’t know if their mother fell unconscious in the next room, but the status of underwear across a thousand miles – now that’s a super critical piece of information. </p> <p align="justify">And to fill up the gap, you can become the Mafia in multiple cities and do the same things over and over and over and over again… Or feed the fish somewhere, or have cows and sheep all over the desktop and gloat on it. Or suck the blood off vampires. And by the time I am done writing this, there would have been a million underwear status updates. Please refresh…</p> Sharadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18208179984869008220noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19585707.post-33311562069185002012010-04-21T23:06:00.001+05:302010-04-21T23:06:51.755+05:30Redelivering. High performance.<p align="justify">It was a wise thing to do certainly. After all, when your brand ambassador is busy delivering all other kinds of “performances” with steadily changing “clients”, you’ve got to move on. And what astonishing performances they were. 18 at the last count. Couldn’t stay away from the magic number of golf, I guess. And they say it’s now 19. Achieving higher goals no doubt.</p> <p align="justify">To have elephants and deer and trees conveying the same message is much safer. For one, you break away from the whole concept of brand ambassador entirely. After all, you don’t know what antics might these special people be up to. They are after all, still human beings. It’s ironical that perhaps only animals are the ones who are not prone to animal instincts these days.</p> <p align="justify">Two, your costs go down drastically. Only paying the animal trainers perhaps; with no more multi-million dollar deals down the 18 holes. And they are easier to capture on film as well. Easy flowing, natural movements, no pretensions. None required. Because with the more evolved two-legged species, it’s always a  case of who is wearing a better mask. </p> <p align="justify">And no tantrums, no where’s-my-one-third-cranberry-and-two-third-pomengrate-juice expectations, no touch-ups, no sunscreens, no mascara, no brushes, no lip-gloss, no nothing.</p> <p align="justify">Now would you say that that’s what all marketing teams should be thinking? Can’t be. If you are selling a beauty soap, you need an Aishwarya or Priyanka to get the impact. Can’t show animals there really. Even though some of them are more good-looking. Same is true if you sell branded clothes for that matter. You can’t have peacocks wearing Reid & Taylor suits. A Gandalf-like Amitabh is your best bet. </p> <p align="justify">So here’s the moral of the story – If your brand can do without a human face/body to convey the message, then it might be worthwhile taking that route. The Zoo-zoo is another wonderful success story. Same principles apply there as well. It’s a phone service. And if you can avoid associating a personality trait to your brand, then that’s your solution. No doubt humans are more easily identifiable with personality traits and that’s where the strength of that technique lies. And that’s what they were trying with Woods.  Though unfortunately, that’s where lies it’s biggest weakness as well. </p> <p align="justify">The “animal” cure is good, but lesson for others – prevention is still a better strategy. </p> Sharadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18208179984869008220noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19585707.post-83312251640626718902010-01-31T00:57:00.001+05:302010-01-31T00:57:53.333+05:30Home again…<p>This is going to be a short one. Like many other super critical things in life. </p> <p>Just visit <a href="http://www.backtohome.com">www.backtohome.com</a>, and you will see what I mean. A healthy dose everyday (once you register) to keep your mind on that one track where it should always be, but where it is seldom allowed to be.</p> <p>Home, it seems, is within reach again.</p> Sharadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18208179984869008220noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19585707.post-44282269653782452562009-12-19T15:54:00.001+05:302009-12-19T15:56:26.144+05:30The Hangman<p>The day has come, for another one,</p> <p>To be sent across to the other side</p> <p>And I am called, to do my part</p> <p>To pull the lever, to end the ride</p> <p> </p> <p>His eyes meet mine, as he is brought</p> <p>Onto the pole of final redemption</p> <p>And I am answering, through that glance</p> <p>Those last doubts, that closing question</p> <p> </p> <p>He is asked, to say his prayers,</p> <p>Before the veil covers his face</p> <p>And I am forced, to listen again</p> <p>To an unknown God, he makes his case</p> <p> </p> <p>They place the noose, around his neck,</p> <p>As he says sorry for a life of crime</p> <p>And I get ready, to clasp my hands</p> <p>Another blood, on these hands of mine</p> <p> </p> <p>They give the signal, to move the lever,</p> <p>He moves a little a few more times</p> <p>And I close my eyes, as those muscles flex</p> <p>Some unfinished words, many unheard lines</p> <p> </p> <p>His soul departs, and crosses mine</p> <p>His last breath mingles with my sigh</p> <p>And I am left, confused as ever,</p> <p>The purpose of my life, is to make sure they die</p> <p> </p> <p>Is there a retribution, for what I do?</p> <p>Is there a place for me up there?</p> <p>As I am still, struggling to find,</p> <p>In this world of sin, my sinful share</p> Sharadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18208179984869008220noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19585707.post-15550612850482666602009-10-03T20:02:00.001+05:302009-10-03T20:11:12.814+05:30Worthwhile?Peaches, melons, and dark purple grapes,<br />Our life should be crystals, pearls and heavy drapes<br />Trapped in the pile of past, untamed desires<br />Burning through our million lives' funeral pyres<br /><br />Writ by us, and un-writ by us as well,<br />Our destiny follows us, but we can't tell<br />For our beliefs, are turned upside down<br />Did our smile come first? Or was it the frown?<br /><br />The tidal waves of multiple dreams so colorful<br />Wash us away, with overwhelming push and pull<br />And we allow ourselves to be dragged around<br />By random thoughts that are lost and found<br /><br />It might hurt, but imagine this way,<br />Your Merc and BMW, if they take it all away<br />Would you still be defined by what you really are?<br />Or are you just the total, of a yacht, a house, and a hand-crafted car?<br /><br />Strange it may seem, that you will leave it all behind,<br />All that you have fought for, this life full of grind<br />And then you return, to the same river with a different bend<br />A million uncertain dreams, and one certain end<br /><br />So will this end be the actual final departure?<br />Or will I be searching again for a greener pasture?<br />I know the choice rests right here in me<br />But when the light shines, will I be there to see?Sharadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18208179984869008220noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19585707.post-65805111855536377512009-06-25T13:20:00.010+05:302009-06-25T13:42:13.424+05:30Secrets...I am currently reading four somewhat inter-related books these days (though on the face of it, they may not necessarily appear to be linked) -- Bhagavad Gita, The Secret, The Science of getting rich, and Master-key-System. Our religions and probably our elders would not obviously allow us to associate the words "rich" and "Gita" very closely. But if we go a little deeper, we realize that no God has ever been against the concept of prosperity in a positive sense. Or abundance, which is actually what really being rich is all about.<br /><br />And that is where these four texts seem to merge. A common theme running across all of them is the presence of an Omnipotent, Omnipresence power existing all across this universe. A power that is actually very favorable to us (if we believe it to be). A power that strongly advocates lavish abundance. Look at the way Mother Nature creates things -- the vast expanse of really lofty mountains, the unending Oceans, the extremely, over-the-top greenery of trees, and not to mention the millions of species present only on this Earth, which is but a very small component in the entire universe. And the Bhagavad Gita clearly articulates that the owner of this entire creation (Lord Krishna) is present everywhere and anywhere (Omnipotent, Omnipresent). The other three books have a very simple premise (and something which we keep hearing in various shapes and forms) -- "The answer lies within". Very simple, very powerful, yet something which we all keep forgetting.<br /><br />This infact, takes me back to an earlier post where we were discussing choices, and that there are really no accidents. These books actually delve deeper into why there can actually be no accidents, and that every single thing or event that happens around us, has it's origin inside us. And this is precisely where they become contradictory to all that we have experienced and been taught. We are happy when something good happens to us, and we are not so happy otherwise. In short, our beliefs tell us that the cause is outside us, and the effect is what happens inside us. These books (including the Gita) clearly turn this illogical concept upside down and point at the final truth -- The cause is inside us, the effect is what happens outside. And if we are in tune with the Universe (or God, or Nature, or whatever it is that we believe runs all across), then this Omnipotent entity will definitely cause things to happen in accordance with whatever thoughts we harbor).<br /><br />This simple thing is actually the only Secret we will ever need to know...Sharadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18208179984869008220noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19585707.post-28971150738804970482009-05-11T21:37:00.005+05:302009-05-16T20:55:54.501+05:30Crazy..Some people are worried they might go crazy one day. What with all this recession (and yet a somewhat positive stock market) and all kinds of people turning into statistical percentages. Percentage of people who lost their homes, percentage of people who can't dream anymore about owning a home, percentage of people who played around with other people's homes... you get the drift.<br /><br />And who would you trust around you? The about to be enthroned UPA? Ketan Parekh? Those analysts on NDTV who claimed in Jan 08 that "markets would have support at 20000 in the short term"? Who is really keeping the markets afloat? Or would you think that Obama is the saviour? Nasdaq and Dow are inching up rapidly. So is the worst for the world over? Even if GM files for bankruptcy, even if credit card defaults are supposed to increase? What exactly does "consumer confidence index" measure? How do you measure optimism?<br /><br />And all this accompanied by increasing problems on the personal front. I mean, just how many marriages (and that's another interesting statistic by the way) were actually based on "love", and not on the expanse of your downtown Manhatten villa? How many friendships are actually not based on social status, and the ability (mainly financially) to be "cool"? Would you respect your uncles as much if they turned up at your doorstep without a wallet-loosening gift stashed away in their coat pockets? Would you?<br /><br />This has got me worried. And what I am worried about is not whether I will go crazy. But that I will never know when exactly did I cross the line...Sharadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18208179984869008220noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19585707.post-91525906714778426682009-04-30T22:35:00.003+05:302009-04-30T23:05:25.917+05:30Price-tagsI have been house hunting (No, that's not the excuse for not writing anything in March of 09). And I have begun to realize that you can attach a price tag to almost anything and everything.<br /><br />One of your rooms has a view to what looks like a huge drain (they call it a Lake), and the per sq. ft. price goes up.<br />You can watch fifty pigeons bathing and shitting in the common pool below, and it's called "pool-facing".<br />There's one rotten tread-mill in the basement, and you have to pay "Clubhouse" charges.<br />The vaguely audible sea-waves, lashing a few kilometers away, would come with a "sea-facing" tag.<br />The convenience of watching huge movie posters and clothing banners would easily lead to a "mall-facing" qualifier, which translates to an additional Rs. to the psf rate.<br />And if from your window you can watch the crowd pouring into Siddhivinayak, then you must have paid a real hefty premium (God ain't cheap, certainly not in Mumbai)<br /><br />The only consolation is that they haven't (at least till now) asked me for any premiums if the window opens into the bedroom of my neighbor...Sharadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18208179984869008220noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19585707.post-51921455719178340072009-02-26T23:41:00.001+05:302009-02-26T23:42:44.987+05:30Immoral policeAncient mammoths imposing their will<br />Myopic vultures scooping down upon all<br />Fictitious religions, governed by fictitious Gods<br />Dwarf-minded dinosaurs, standing tall<br /><br />Fighting to win their own wars,<br />The army of wall-builders arrives<br />Each bearing a sign they don’t understand<br />Fed on one large truth, of cumulative lies<br /><br />Carrying bird-cages in their creepy hands,<br />Finding faults with those walking free<br />Destroying all hints of progress,<br />Self-claimed visionaries, who were not made to see<br /><br />Hallucinating on ego-strengthening trips,<br />The tyrants claim they are more learned<br />In a time when shadows rule the bodies,<br />Illiteracy becomes a virtue of the over-educated<br /><br />These quacks are playing, with fiery medicines,<br />Turning guinea pigs out of the innocent<br />Forked tongues, unleashing venom<br />Until their preys are fully spent<br /><br /><br />And so they haunt the unsuspecting millions<br />Specters marching, waving scepters<br />Bones of contention left in every plate,<br />By scheming villains, and glorified rainmakersSharadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18208179984869008220noreply@blogger.com0